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I never took it as anything....yeah they talked about other people but nah not me. cos well what is there to talk about without me being included. It seems that they get around and start squabbling about some shitty artefacts that arent. You know you just be friends with people and whatever little thing they do (that usually upsets you) you kinda like forget and pretend it meant nothing. Until one sunshine afternoon, your sitting watching "friends" on telly...it hits you of all the things they muttered to you. "you have a pretty big nose" and "did you know that gullible was taken out of the dictionary" and "well done how long did it take you to work that one out"....just the little things that i just took as a one off. they did it all the time i was there. Normanly it had like a dozen people there while they teased me.
So yeah i have a pretty bazaar shaped nose. I dont really like my nose being shown in a profile way cos it shows off its flaws. Why cant for once...in a friggin warewolf moon have a small nose being slagged off. Its just gets me down that people can only see my one flaw. One day i will grow to love it....with or without peoples opoinons on it.
Oh and I am gullible. But im only like that cos i trust people way too much then people can participate. If someone with a searious face told me King Kong and I had a date in a resturante. I'd probably dress up and wait there for him eventhough i knew he probably wouldnt. Im like that.
yeah i take my time on somethings. Especially jokes. But its only cos people tell them craply like.
its just got to a point where my so-called ass of friends were getting too much. So i was putting a five year friendships to bed. Thats a long time of building a concrete for a friendship. But not once have they ever wanted to get to know me....not me when im down, happy or just plain dementia. Not once. It has always been about how they feel and how i should be feeling for them.
clearly spoken.
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